before i thoughtlessly forget to mention this,
happie birthday my dear kai ma!! (22nd july)
i've know you for a good seven years now! it's hard to believe how time passes so swiftly, eh?
i'm so blessed to have you in my life, my dear mahjong kaki!
hahahaa. but most of all, i cherished all the times we had in uni, screaming at cockcroaches together, and scurry off to McD in the middle of the night for sundae! hehehhee.
hugshugshugs.. have a bashing one!
i'm sorry i ducked out on today's dinner.. but i'll make it all up to you this weekend!
i'll even give you a super big lesbian kiss if you want me to.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
xoxo,
kai lui.
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
what am i typing, again?
in a world that stops not twirling, where do we stand?
i feel like a speck of dust floating aimlessly in this world, waiting to discover the meaning of my existence. What are we all hear for?
If music reflects one's thoughts, more accurately, mine, then this is definitely the song of the day.
dixie chicks - not ready to make nice
forgive, sounds good
forget, i'm not sure i could
they say, time heals everything, i'm still waiting..
I wish I could say more, really, I do.. If only I could tell you all that's buried within me, then perhaps you would understand my hatred, contempt and dissatisfaction.
i'm told that hatred consumes the soul, and is bad for me.
but i can't let go the memory that lurks at the back of my head; scheming, waiting to suck the life out of me. it took away my innocent beliefs and idealism thoughts and brought with it a cloud of darkness, draping my skies with black paint so dark, the night sky pales in comparison.
run, run, run. i want to run away from here; tell me it's just a bad dream.
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
ian thornton, jason fielding, stephen westmoreland, nicki du ville, nick sinclair, matt farrell, mitchell wyatt, noah maitland.
all my favourite heroes.
i find solace in my books, driving recklessly and shopping - without listing them in the order of their wallet-breaking effect.
driving recklessly endangers my life; shopping endangers my wallet; books endanger no one..!
i've been reading Judith McNaught's all over again. It's too sweet to be put down. :)
Gosh, I can probably tell you the story by now; considering I've read them at least ten times each.
Take my worries away. Take 'em all away.
i feel like a speck of dust floating aimlessly in this world, waiting to discover the meaning of my existence. What are we all hear for?
If music reflects one's thoughts, more accurately, mine, then this is definitely the song of the day.
dixie chicks - not ready to make nice
forgive, sounds good
forget, i'm not sure i could
they say, time heals everything, i'm still waiting..
I wish I could say more, really, I do.. If only I could tell you all that's buried within me, then perhaps you would understand my hatred, contempt and dissatisfaction.
i'm told that hatred consumes the soul, and is bad for me.
but i can't let go the memory that lurks at the back of my head; scheming, waiting to suck the life out of me. it took away my innocent beliefs and idealism thoughts and brought with it a cloud of darkness, draping my skies with black paint so dark, the night sky pales in comparison.
run, run, run. i want to run away from here; tell me it's just a bad dream.
*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*.*
ian thornton, jason fielding, stephen westmoreland, nicki du ville, nick sinclair, matt farrell, mitchell wyatt, noah maitland.
all my favourite heroes.
i find solace in my books, driving recklessly and shopping - without listing them in the order of their wallet-breaking effect.
driving recklessly endangers my life; shopping endangers my wallet; books endanger no one..!
i've been reading Judith McNaught's all over again. It's too sweet to be put down. :)
Gosh, I can probably tell you the story by now; considering I've read them at least ten times each.
Take my worries away. Take 'em all away.
Sunday, July 13, 2008
of men, marriage and my lost thoughts
there are thousands, perhaps millions, of things i want so much to write now, but am still trying to find the words to it.
It's during time like this, when I'm staring blankly at the screen, wishing that words would come, that I feel utterly desolate.
Why, oh why can my brain form sentences after sentences while I was out driving and yet, when I'm right here, I have absolutely nothing to say.
I feel like a ten year old again; at that period, when I totally despise a party of the opposite sex.
I do not have the right, neither the strength, to relate to you what has happened; the truth is, it shook me to the core, knowing that the person who lies beside you as you sleep, may not be who you think he is. That person may be doing all sorts of things behind your back, and you, quite possibly, may not find out, lest a strike of fate chance upon you.
I wish I could shrug it off coolly and pretend it has all been a joke. But, obviously, it is not.
I begin to wonder how women can actually take in all these? And how men can do these to their women? How is it possible to hurt someone who loves you so much, so unconditionally? How is it possible for a man to be so willing to hurt the people around him?
I think all these are so dramatic, and although I have a jest for drama, I don't think I can swallow all these just yet.
All I can say is that some men can be so difficult. These men can utter sweet words to you, and bring you bouquets of flower but are utterly undependable. It seems that they would love their women when it is convenient. When it does not conflict with their belief, principles or ideas, it is you they love most. However, when it does conflicts, everything else is above you.
Convenience. Such strong word.
As such, my confidence towards marriage is on an all time low.
(Not that I am complaining about TheBoyfriend, you know I am not.)
It's just that I can feel so strongly, and so angered by all these. Sometimes I turn my face into the pillow and refuse to believe the absurdity of it all. I suppose the only remedy to situations as such is either
(a) marry someone who loves you more than you do (that way, if they hurt you, they won't really hurt you that much!)
(b) make sure that you really, know the person you will marry (through and through, in and out, left and right) before professing those vows.
Surely (a) is not really an option at all for what is love if you do not love unreservedly?
Sigh, I think my affair with romance novels brought me to this. I've always believed that the knight (or rather, duke) in shining armor will come and rescue the girl and whisk her off to the sunset, and they'll live happily ever after. I've not realized that probably 30 years into the story, the knight will go completely bored or egocentric, that he'll hurt his (then) lovely maiden so terribly.
The very thought of it scares me; the thought that my future husband may one day get tired of me and find another younger, twenty-something-girl to replace my place in his heart.
(i seriously am not complaining about TheBoyfriend, trust me.. Just blabbing about life in general)
How to believe in something so outrageous? I suppose if my partner were to ever cheat on me, I'll take a knife and chop of his you-know-what, so to speak.
(No, i don't think TheBoyfriend will get worried since he has not thoughts of doing this.. right, right, right?)
Some say that men will definitely cheat on their partner; it's in-built in their system, part of the genes that make them up. I looked up in alarm. What the heck, how can anyone say something so retarded, so irresponsible? How can anyone push the blame on genetics and completely free themselves from the responsibility of the dreadful action? Such thoughts are beyond my comprehension. It's grotesque and I refuse to listen to a single word on that issue. If anyone gives such lame excuses, I think that person probably has no spine left in him.
In the supermarket today, I saw an old couple walking hand in hand, sharing a cup of corn. I thought it was an extremely lovely sight. Of course I wondered if the old man has cheated on his woman before, only to have her forgive him, and now they're happy. Oh, excuse me, I think I might have turned into a cynic after all. I have often wondered if I will end up like that. I like the thought of growing old with the person I love, sharing stories that will bring us mirth, holding and squeezing each others' hands while walking, sharing a cup of ice cream together, and basking in the wonderful life we have led.
I've never seen that in my grandparents - you know how it is with arranged marriage, it's amazing they didn't murder one another - I'm hopeful that I might someday see it in myself.
You know what? Truthfully, I think I am turning into a cynic - by the minute.
And I suppose I can blame my part moody personality to this.
Sometimes I wake up and I don't recognize myself anymore.
It's as though I've lost it. I've lost the sparkle; I've lost something but I know not what I've lost. I start to wonder what on earth I am doing, being all 23 (and going 24) and not at all where I expected myself to be. I am not too sure of what the hell I'm doing, going all zombie like.
I wanted to be an architect. Here I am, sitting in front of my laptop, pretending I know a thing about computers. or SAP. As if!
Could it be I've lost the ingenue in me? (sorry pam, i know this is so your nick :) )
I don't know what I'm doing anymore, I think I might just be lost.
Sigh.
Whatever it is, I am contented that I have a roof above my head, ample food, beautiful clothes and shoes, healthy family, and TheBoyfriend who loves me.
Makes me wonder what is it I'm moody about, eh? I don't know either. I can be such a drama queen sometimes.
hugs,
the drama queen.
It's during time like this, when I'm staring blankly at the screen, wishing that words would come, that I feel utterly desolate.
Why, oh why can my brain form sentences after sentences while I was out driving and yet, when I'm right here, I have absolutely nothing to say.
I feel like a ten year old again; at that period, when I totally despise a party of the opposite sex.
I do not have the right, neither the strength, to relate to you what has happened; the truth is, it shook me to the core, knowing that the person who lies beside you as you sleep, may not be who you think he is. That person may be doing all sorts of things behind your back, and you, quite possibly, may not find out, lest a strike of fate chance upon you.
I wish I could shrug it off coolly and pretend it has all been a joke. But, obviously, it is not.
I begin to wonder how women can actually take in all these? And how men can do these to their women? How is it possible to hurt someone who loves you so much, so unconditionally? How is it possible for a man to be so willing to hurt the people around him?
I think all these are so dramatic, and although I have a jest for drama, I don't think I can swallow all these just yet.
All I can say is that some men can be so difficult. These men can utter sweet words to you, and bring you bouquets of flower but are utterly undependable. It seems that they would love their women when it is convenient. When it does not conflict with their belief, principles or ideas, it is you they love most. However, when it does conflicts, everything else is above you.
Convenience. Such strong word.
As such, my confidence towards marriage is on an all time low.
(Not that I am complaining about TheBoyfriend, you know I am not.)
It's just that I can feel so strongly, and so angered by all these. Sometimes I turn my face into the pillow and refuse to believe the absurdity of it all. I suppose the only remedy to situations as such is either
(a) marry someone who loves you more than you do (that way, if they hurt you, they won't really hurt you that much!)
(b) make sure that you really, know the person you will marry (through and through, in and out, left and right) before professing those vows.
Surely (a) is not really an option at all for what is love if you do not love unreservedly?
Sigh, I think my affair with romance novels brought me to this. I've always believed that the knight (or rather, duke) in shining armor will come and rescue the girl and whisk her off to the sunset, and they'll live happily ever after. I've not realized that probably 30 years into the story, the knight will go completely bored or egocentric, that he'll hurt his (then) lovely maiden so terribly.
The very thought of it scares me; the thought that my future husband may one day get tired of me and find another younger, twenty-something-girl to replace my place in his heart.
(i seriously am not complaining about TheBoyfriend, trust me.. Just blabbing about life in general)
How to believe in something so outrageous? I suppose if my partner were to ever cheat on me, I'll take a knife and chop of his you-know-what, so to speak.
(No, i don't think TheBoyfriend will get worried since he has not thoughts of doing this.. right, right, right?)
Some say that men will definitely cheat on their partner; it's in-built in their system, part of the genes that make them up. I looked up in alarm. What the heck, how can anyone say something so retarded, so irresponsible? How can anyone push the blame on genetics and completely free themselves from the responsibility of the dreadful action? Such thoughts are beyond my comprehension. It's grotesque and I refuse to listen to a single word on that issue. If anyone gives such lame excuses, I think that person probably has no spine left in him.
In the supermarket today, I saw an old couple walking hand in hand, sharing a cup of corn. I thought it was an extremely lovely sight. Of course I wondered if the old man has cheated on his woman before, only to have her forgive him, and now they're happy. Oh, excuse me, I think I might have turned into a cynic after all. I have often wondered if I will end up like that. I like the thought of growing old with the person I love, sharing stories that will bring us mirth, holding and squeezing each others' hands while walking, sharing a cup of ice cream together, and basking in the wonderful life we have led.
I've never seen that in my grandparents - you know how it is with arranged marriage, it's amazing they didn't murder one another - I'm hopeful that I might someday see it in myself.
You know what? Truthfully, I think I am turning into a cynic - by the minute.
And I suppose I can blame my part moody personality to this.
Sometimes I wake up and I don't recognize myself anymore.
It's as though I've lost it. I've lost the sparkle; I've lost something but I know not what I've lost. I start to wonder what on earth I am doing, being all 23 (and going 24) and not at all where I expected myself to be. I am not too sure of what the hell I'm doing, going all zombie like.
I wanted to be an architect. Here I am, sitting in front of my laptop, pretending I know a thing about computers. or SAP. As if!
Could it be I've lost the ingenue in me? (sorry pam, i know this is so your nick :) )
I don't know what I'm doing anymore, I think I might just be lost.
Sigh.
Whatever it is, I am contented that I have a roof above my head, ample food, beautiful clothes and shoes, healthy family, and TheBoyfriend who loves me.
Makes me wonder what is it I'm moody about, eh? I don't know either. I can be such a drama queen sometimes.
hugs,
the drama queen.
Sunday, June 29, 2008
Affair
so yesterday i told TheBoyfriend that I'm having an affair.
Yes, really.
Whenever I'm back in Klang, I can't help it.
I'm having an affair with my books. =.=
I sat next to the bookshelf yesterday, slowly flipping those books, imagining all the scenes, seeing all the characters spring to live. Scenes come alive before me, ballrooms, people twirling and swirling, phrases so witty, I smiled at the recollection of that.
I always feel a sense of pride when I see my shelf filled with books. And love them all, I do.
So as I flipped through volumes and volumes of Judith McNaught, Sophie Kinsella and Cecilia Ahern this weekend, I fell in love with them all over again.
Every night, when I do try to sleep, these books stare at me, beckoning me to read them.
Die die also have to read a chapter, because their effects on me is .. too great.
How can I not love my books? I need to buy more of them. I. need. to.
Yes, really.
Whenever I'm back in Klang, I can't help it.
I'm having an affair with my books. =.=
I sat next to the bookshelf yesterday, slowly flipping those books, imagining all the scenes, seeing all the characters spring to live. Scenes come alive before me, ballrooms, people twirling and swirling, phrases so witty, I smiled at the recollection of that.
I always feel a sense of pride when I see my shelf filled with books. And love them all, I do.
So as I flipped through volumes and volumes of Judith McNaught, Sophie Kinsella and Cecilia Ahern this weekend, I fell in love with them all over again.
Every night, when I do try to sleep, these books stare at me, beckoning me to read them.
Die die also have to read a chapter, because their effects on me is .. too great.
How can I not love my books? I need to buy more of them. I. need. to.
Thank you
I looked into the mirror and my brown eyes looked back at me. The lights outside reflected in its depth; it amazes me sometimes how our eyes work. I tilted my head sideways, secretly capturing a snapshot of the person next to me. So blissfully unaware of my presence, or of my blatant, admiring glance, his breathing was even and deep in his deep slumber.
I quirked a smile, and continue staring into my mirror.
Sometimes, it takes a simple moment to make it so poignantly memorable; it goes deep within you, like blood that flows within your veins, pumping through your heart, sending deep messages to all the senses within your body. It seeps through your bone, to the deepest of souls and is embedded within.
It's like the water that seeps through the roots of plants, so normal, so ordinary. We are all unaware, or willingly dismiss the importance of those droplets of water that keep the plant alive, keeping it going strong.
The person whose face runs through my mind like a thoroughbred horse, is like my water.
A moment flashes before my eyes.
A smile so infectious, a stare so intense, a touch so comforting.
Thank you for the memories; thank you for the present.
I quirked a smile, and continue staring into my mirror.
Sometimes, it takes a simple moment to make it so poignantly memorable; it goes deep within you, like blood that flows within your veins, pumping through your heart, sending deep messages to all the senses within your body. It seeps through your bone, to the deepest of souls and is embedded within.
It's like the water that seeps through the roots of plants, so normal, so ordinary. We are all unaware, or willingly dismiss the importance of those droplets of water that keep the plant alive, keeping it going strong.
The person whose face runs through my mind like a thoroughbred horse, is like my water.
A moment flashes before my eyes.
A smile so infectious, a stare so intense, a touch so comforting.
Thank you for the memories; thank you for the present.
Thursday, June 12, 2008
Tagged by ah siah the prawn.
Rules:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.
Starting time:
10.37pm
Name: You know already mah.
Sisters: 0
Brothers: 1
Shoe size: 5 (buy me shoes! buy me shoes!)
Height: i am tall. period
Where do you live: in my wardrobe. *giggle* in a house la.. where else.. on a tree ka.?
Favourite drinks: erm. hard to say. i don't know myself..
Favourite breakfast: sometimes bah kut teh.. sometimes dim sum.. sometimes hokkien mee from pulau tikus shop. hahaa. american breakfast sounds good too.. pancakes from phop.. mmmmhmmm.. nyumnyum. aiyah. i don't know la.
Have you ever been on a plane: yeapyeap
Swam in the ocean: erm. float in the ocean got la.. swam.. erm.. got also ler.
Fallen asleep in school: WAHAHHA. yes. and yes is an understatement. ALL THE TIME!
Broken someone's heart: erm. yes.
Fell off your chair: let me think.. no kuaa.. i'm so demure and genteel... how to? ngekngekngek.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: erm. no ler. i usually get tire out and pass out. :p
Saved e-mails: of course! hahaha. i have tonned of TheBoyfriend's email. hohohohoho. cannot show you. blek.
What is your room like: very messy lor. books all over the floor.. (i'm neither a bookworm nor nerd), loads of beauty products all over the place.. you get the idea
What's right beside you: right now? erm. my daemon (ala golden compass)!
What is the last thing you ate: some japanese chocolate biscuit thingy that Dad's friend bought for him while visiting.. i have to impose some tax ! :p
Ever had chicken pox: nope. had the jap a couple of years back.. hopefully won't kena.. i'd be so depressed if i do. :|
Sore throat: yeap.. just had one. :(
Stitches: tarak.
Broken nose: tarak la!
Do you believe in love at first sight: erm. truthfully? no lor. how to fall in love with someone you don't even know? abit too superficial..
Like picnics: yeap. quite cool right.. *imagine TheBoyfriend and I on a picnic mat and cool champagne in our glasses*.. ok.. stop dreaming. =.=
Who was the last person you danced with: my pillow? derek shepherd! hahahaa.. i last danced with myself? ehehehe. in front of the mirror.. but if you REALLY REALLY need a person (why so needy and bodoh one) then TheBoyfriend lor
Last made you smile: Daddy and Mummy
You last yelled at: The damned traffic during rush hour
Today did you talk to someone you like: of course le. i talked to Daddy, Mummy, TheBoyfriend, ah charng, ah siah. so many people i like. but charng abit the bad.. don't know if i should like her anymore.. cos she keep tempting me to shop *cry cry cry*
Kissed anyone: Yes. ha. ha. ha.
Get sick: All the time. sigh. either i'm getting old or the antibodies aren't working as hard as they used to.. those lazy asses..
Talked to an ex: yes, i used to talk to them (note the past tense) but stopped after a while. nothing to talk about anymore?
Miss someone: Yes. (don't understand why this question is in present tense while the others are past tense?)
Eat: hello.. how do you think i grow this fat. some miracle fat water?
Best feeling in the world: to be perfectly contented with yourself, your loved ones and everything around you
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: nope.. throw them on a chair. :p
What's under your bed: books. ngekngekngek. and erm. loads of dusts. and clothes tag.. hahaa. no la. i cannot be that messy, right
Who do you really hate: pushy people.
What time is it now: 11.07pm (i really am slow, am i not?)
Randoms :
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now: Yes
Q: Do you have any siblings: 1
Q: Do you want children: Yes but obviously not now
Q: Do you smile often: obviously.. sometimes i smile at the thought of a new top or shoes. oops. you caught me there. :p
Q: Do you like your hand-writing: yes yes. they are so scholarly. *evil grin*
Q: Are your toenails painted: nope. too much of an ordeal for me.
Q: Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: TheBoyfriend's?
Q: What colour shirt are you wearing: technically i'm wearing a t-shirt now, so it's not a shirt. but if you must now, i am wearing a white t-shirt from 36 hours non-stop longest debate (voices mmu!)
Q: What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday: Scurrying to leave the office
Q: I can't wait till: Hong Kong! langkawi first. but hongkong!! gosh i miss hongkong!!
Q: When did you cry last: hard to say. a couple of weeks back when i was in a dilemma
Q: Are you a friendly person: In a way, yes. I am not to a large crowd.. they drown me out. haha.
Q: Do you have any pets: used to. not anymore. i want one, though. :( *blinks at TheBoyfriend*
Where is the person you have feelings for right now? at home sleeping kua.
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now? duh. yes la.
Do you sleep with the TV on? heeh sometimes. i'm too soothing for the eyes.. even the tv wanna watch me! hahahahaha *pukes*
What are you doing right now? fighting with charng on who gets to be Lauren Danner. ngekngekngek. oh gosh, this is what girls do these days.. so no life. ngekngekngek.
Have you ever crawled through a window? erm. no lor. like i mentioned before... i'm all demure and genteel. hello.. were u paying attention. wow, you can really read my crap eh.. it's been soo LONG
Can you handle the truth? Yeap. I don't suppose i'll jump on anyone with a knife.. maybe just the razor.. oh well.. you never know! *flashes evil grin*
Are you too forgiving? dependent who the person is. unless i'm pushed beyond my limits. ngekngek. then i can be pretty cold
Are you closer to your mother or father? Mummy kua. Daddy, too. but Mummy more.
Who was the last person you cried in front of? my other personality? meet Geno. (told you I suffer from schizophrenia!) ok.. fine. fine fine fine. TheBoyfriend lor. Was it Dad? hm.
How many people can you say you've really loved? hmm.. really, really, really love? my family, definitely. and.. TheBoyfriend. :) truth is, as you grow older, you realise you don't really love people from the past? it's just that they were at the right place at the right time? (i'm sorry, am i being harsh). it's just.. well.. you think you know what love is at a tender age, but you don't really know until you grow older and realise there's more to it than you're willing to sacrifice and all those from your previous life is just.. a build up to what you truly deserve.. aijoh.. i feel so suddenly deep and scholarly. ngekngekngek.
Do you eat healthy? Nope. i binge on chocolate. =.= it's sad, but true.
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex? you think? hahaha. everytime a relationship ends, i conduct a sacrificial ceremony (i feel like a witch). so what i do is, iburn destroy every single item from that relationship either through cutting or deleting or throwing them in the dustbin.. :p
so.. nope. none whatsoever.
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? i thought that's how people normally cry what? what kinda question is this?
How often do you go to church? for weddings? hehe. i'm a lost cause at religion, you should know that. :p
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? TheBoyfriend, Charng, Hong, the salesperson at Zara/TopShop/Forever21/(enter any boutique here). yeap, the sales person helps alot by bringing me the pants in a smaller size (always makes me happy!) unless if it's a bigger size then it depresses me even more.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time? Loud with people I know and adore.. Quiet as a mouse with people I hardly know
Are you confident? Quite lor. (sounds so boastful)
Things I was doing 10 years ago.. eh stop making me feel old, dammit
1- Had a huge crush on Lawrence Ng in Healing Hands. hohoho.
2- Jamming under the sun with the band gang
3- gushing over the newest cute boyband with siah during mr kao's tuition. haha
4- painting nails and curling hair with pam (omg we were so vain)
5- i cannot remember le. :|:|:|
5 things on my to-do list today
1- Finish my newest addition to the bookshelf.. Cecilia Ahern's Thanks for the memories. ;) (finished rachel gibson's tangled up in you earlier *feels so proud* very nice indeed!)
2- Be nice to TheParents
3- Win over charng to be lauren danner.. heck, i am!
4- Check out shoppingnsales.com (my latest addiction)
5- Call TheBoyfriend to check on his cold (i am guilty of passing them to him.. i think. boy i sure hope it's from me and not somebody else *holds a cane* hohho.. jk jk)
5 snacks I enjoy (gosh do i really have to list only 5??!)
1- Dark Chocolate
2- Nutty Chocolate
3- All kinda chocolates
4- Chocolate fondue stuffs
5- Mud Pie from TGIF
6- Classic chocolate cake from Delicious
7- Chocolate ice cream (i'm taking this too far)
8- any kinda chocolate
oops.. i exceeded my quota! sorry.. i can't list enough of chocs)
5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
1- Travel around the world forever and ever and do interesting stuffs while i'm at it.. like skydiving
2- spend on my loved ones.. buy big houses.. with big libraries (like Beauty and the Beast!!)
3- Buy a fashion house and make them make me clothes and shoes and accessories and beauty products (and can sell to other women to make them pretty and make me rich too)
4- Invest, invest, invest in properties and make big moneys to help fulfil item no. 5
5- Own a wardrobe as big as Malaysia to store all my clothes and shoes and accessories and beauty products and pretty things (i really am going too far).
5 of my bad habits
1- I day dream. a lot. like, alot alot alot. A LOT. it's not that bad, isn't it.? hm.
2- I can't stop going to shoppingnsales.com
3- I can't tear my eyes from the word "SALE" whenever the boutiques put up banners of it
4- I can't stop buying books
5- I can't stop talking to charng even when she tempts me to go shoppping !! (hahaha this is seriously just a joke.. not a bad habit at all.! a good, examplery one, in fact :P)
5 places I have lived in (past tense hor)
1- Tepi Sungai
2- MMU Malacca
3- MMU Cyber
4- Previous place in bkt jalil
5- erm. i don't know. i'm not that rich.. and i don't move too often. can copy yours?
5 jobs I've had
1- Clerk at a law firm -> post form 5
2- Intern at it company
3- tech consultant -> previous job
4- Software engineer -> current job
5- i-sleep-till-1pm-me. (gosh i wish i still have this job!)
5 people I tag (easy la. just put all my chums here ma)
1- Charng
2- Pam
3- Yin
4- Ling
5- SueAnne Phuan (cos you don't update blog. so this is your punishment!)
muaks people.
wah.. 1143 pm liao.
grr
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.
Starting time:
10.37pm
Name: You know already mah.
Sisters: 0
Brothers: 1
Shoe size: 5 (buy me shoes! buy me shoes!)
Height: i am tall. period
Where do you live: in my wardrobe. *giggle* in a house la.. where else.. on a tree ka.?
Favourite drinks: erm. hard to say. i don't know myself..
Favourite breakfast: sometimes bah kut teh.. sometimes dim sum.. sometimes hokkien mee from pulau tikus shop. hahaa. american breakfast sounds good too.. pancakes from phop.. mmmmhmmm.. nyumnyum. aiyah. i don't know la.
Have you ever been on a plane: yeapyeap
Swam in the ocean: erm. float in the ocean got la.. swam.. erm.. got also ler.
Fallen asleep in school: WAHAHHA. yes. and yes is an understatement. ALL THE TIME!
Broken someone's heart: erm. yes.
Fell off your chair: let me think.. no kuaa.. i'm so demure and genteel... how to? ngekngekngek.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: erm. no ler. i usually get tire out and pass out. :p
Saved e-mails: of course! hahaha. i have tonned of TheBoyfriend's email. hohohohoho. cannot show you. blek.
What is your room like: very messy lor. books all over the floor.. (i'm neither a bookworm nor nerd), loads of beauty products all over the place.. you get the idea
What's right beside you: right now? erm. my daemon (ala golden compass)!
What is the last thing you ate: some japanese chocolate biscuit thingy that Dad's friend bought for him while visiting.. i have to impose some tax ! :p
Ever had chicken pox: nope. had the jap a couple of years back.. hopefully won't kena.. i'd be so depressed if i do. :|
Sore throat: yeap.. just had one. :(
Stitches: tarak.
Broken nose: tarak la!
Do you believe in love at first sight: erm. truthfully? no lor. how to fall in love with someone you don't even know? abit too superficial..
Like picnics: yeap. quite cool right.. *imagine TheBoyfriend and I on a picnic mat and cool champagne in our glasses*.. ok.. stop dreaming. =.=
Who was the last person you danced with: my pillow? derek shepherd! hahahaa.. i last danced with myself? ehehehe. in front of the mirror.. but if you REALLY REALLY need a person (why so needy and bodoh one) then TheBoyfriend lor
Last made you smile: Daddy and Mummy
You last yelled at: The damned traffic during rush hour
Today did you talk to someone you like: of course le. i talked to Daddy, Mummy, TheBoyfriend, ah charng, ah siah. so many people i like. but charng abit the bad.. don't know if i should like her anymore.. cos she keep tempting me to shop *cry cry cry*
Kissed anyone: Yes. ha. ha. ha.
Get sick: All the time. sigh. either i'm getting old or the antibodies aren't working as hard as they used to.. those lazy asses..
Talked to an ex: yes, i used to talk to them (note the past tense) but stopped after a while. nothing to talk about anymore?
Miss someone: Yes. (don't understand why this question is in present tense while the others are past tense?)
Eat: hello.. how do you think i grow this fat. some miracle fat water?
Best feeling in the world: to be perfectly contented with yourself, your loved ones and everything around you
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: nope.. throw them on a chair. :p
What's under your bed: books. ngekngekngek. and erm. loads of dusts. and clothes tag.. hahaa. no la. i cannot be that messy, right
Who do you really hate: pushy people.
What time is it now: 11.07pm (i really am slow, am i not?)
Randoms :
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now: Yes
Q: Do you have any siblings: 1
Q: Do you want children: Yes but obviously not now
Q: Do you smile often: obviously.. sometimes i smile at the thought of a new top or shoes. oops. you caught me there. :p
Q: Do you like your hand-writing: yes yes. they are so scholarly. *evil grin*
Q: Are your toenails painted: nope. too much of an ordeal for me.
Q: Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: TheBoyfriend's?
Q: What colour shirt are you wearing: technically i'm wearing a t-shirt now, so it's not a shirt. but if you must now, i am wearing a white t-shirt from 36 hours non-stop longest debate (voices mmu!)
Q: What were you doing at 7:00pm yesterday: Scurrying to leave the office
Q: I can't wait till: Hong Kong! langkawi first. but hongkong!! gosh i miss hongkong!!
Q: When did you cry last: hard to say. a couple of weeks back when i was in a dilemma
Q: Are you a friendly person: In a way, yes. I am not to a large crowd.. they drown me out. haha.
Q: Do you have any pets: used to. not anymore. i want one, though. :( *blinks at TheBoyfriend*
Where is the person you have feelings for right now? at home sleeping kua.
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now? duh. yes la.
Do you sleep with the TV on? heeh sometimes. i'm too soothing for the eyes.. even the tv wanna watch me! hahahahaha *pukes*
What are you doing right now? fighting with charng on who gets to be Lauren Danner. ngekngekngek. oh gosh, this is what girls do these days.. so no life. ngekngekngek.
Have you ever crawled through a window? erm. no lor. like i mentioned before... i'm all demure and genteel. hello.. were u paying attention. wow, you can really read my crap eh.. it's been soo LONG
Can you handle the truth? Yeap. I don't suppose i'll jump on anyone with a knife.. maybe just the razor.. oh well.. you never know! *flashes evil grin*
Are you too forgiving? dependent who the person is. unless i'm pushed beyond my limits. ngekngek. then i can be pretty cold
Are you closer to your mother or father? Mummy kua. Daddy, too. but Mummy more.
Who was the last person you cried in front of? my other personality? meet Geno. (told you I suffer from schizophrenia!) ok.. fine. fine fine fine. TheBoyfriend lor. Was it Dad? hm.
How many people can you say you've really loved? hmm.. really, really, really love? my family, definitely. and.. TheBoyfriend. :) truth is, as you grow older, you realise you don't really love people from the past? it's just that they were at the right place at the right time? (i'm sorry, am i being harsh). it's just.. well.. you think you know what love is at a tender age, but you don't really know until you grow older and realise there's more to it than you're willing to sacrifice and all those from your previous life is just.. a build up to what you truly deserve.. aijoh.. i feel so suddenly deep and scholarly. ngekngekngek.
Do you eat healthy? Nope. i binge on chocolate. =.= it's sad, but true.
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex? you think? hahaha. everytime a relationship ends, i conduct a sacrificial ceremony (i feel like a witch). so what i do is, i
so.. nope. none whatsoever.
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? i thought that's how people normally cry what? what kinda question is this?
How often do you go to church? for weddings? hehe. i'm a lost cause at religion, you should know that. :p
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? TheBoyfriend, Charng, Hong, the salesperson at Zara/TopShop/Forever21/(enter any boutique here). yeap, the sales person helps alot by bringing me the pants in a smaller size (always makes me happy!) unless if it's a bigger size then it depresses me even more.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time? Loud with people I know and adore.. Quiet as a mouse with people I hardly know
Are you confident? Quite lor. (sounds so boastful)
Things I was doing 10 years ago.. eh stop making me feel old, dammit
1- Had a huge crush on Lawrence Ng in Healing Hands. hohoho.
2- Jamming under the sun with the band gang
3- gushing over the newest cute boyband with siah during mr kao's tuition. haha
4- painting nails and curling hair with pam (omg we were so vain)
5- i cannot remember le. :|:|:|
5 things on my to-do list today
1- Finish my newest addition to the bookshelf.. Cecilia Ahern's Thanks for the memories. ;) (finished rachel gibson's tangled up in you earlier *feels so proud* very nice indeed!)
2- Be nice to TheParents
3- Win over charng to be lauren danner.. heck, i am!
4- Check out shoppingnsales.com (my latest addiction)
5- Call TheBoyfriend to check on his cold (i am guilty of passing them to him.. i think. boy i sure hope it's from me and not somebody else *holds a cane* hohho.. jk jk)
5 snacks I enjoy (gosh do i really have to list only 5??!)
1- Dark Chocolate
2- Nutty Chocolate
3- All kinda chocolates
4- Chocolate fondue stuffs
5- Mud Pie from TGIF
6- Classic chocolate cake from Delicious
7- Chocolate ice cream (i'm taking this too far)
8- any kinda chocolate
oops.. i exceeded my quota! sorry.. i can't list enough of chocs)
5 things I would do if I were a billionaire
1- Travel around the world forever and ever and do interesting stuffs while i'm at it.. like skydiving
2- spend on my loved ones.. buy big houses.. with big libraries (like Beauty and the Beast!!)
3- Buy a fashion house and make them make me clothes and shoes and accessories and beauty products (and can sell to other women to make them pretty and make me rich too)
4- Invest, invest, invest in properties and make big moneys to help fulfil item no. 5
5- Own a wardrobe as big as Malaysia to store all my clothes and shoes and accessories and beauty products and pretty things (i really am going too far).
5 of my bad habits
1- I day dream. a lot. like, alot alot alot. A LOT. it's not that bad, isn't it.? hm.
2- I can't stop going to shoppingnsales.com
3- I can't tear my eyes from the word "SALE" whenever the boutiques put up banners of it
4- I can't stop buying books
5- I can't stop talking to charng even when she tempts me to go shoppping !! (hahaha this is seriously just a joke.. not a bad habit at all.! a good, examplery one, in fact :P)
5 places I have lived in (past tense hor)
1- Tepi Sungai
2- MMU Malacca
3- MMU Cyber
4- Previous place in bkt jalil
5- erm. i don't know. i'm not that rich.. and i don't move too often. can copy yours?
5 jobs I've had
1- Clerk at a law firm -> post form 5
2- Intern at it company
3- tech consultant -> previous job
4- Software engineer -> current job
5- i-sleep-till-1pm-me. (gosh i wish i still have this job!)
5 people I tag (easy la. just put all my chums here ma)
1- Charng
2- Pam
3- Yin
4- Ling
5- SueAnne Phuan (cos you don't update blog. so this is your punishment!)
muaks people.
wah.. 1143 pm liao.
grr
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